Today I realized something. I found out that I have a sickness....I am addicted to shoes and purses.
It all started today as I was planning to rearrange my room. Today I was unpacking a few containers that I have been meaning to get to since I moved back in with my dad. They have been sitting there in my closet for the past few months. As I pulled them out, I was rather curious as to what was in them. I popped open the lids and there they were....my designer shoes and purses!! Oh how I've missed them!! In my opinion, a girl can never have enough shoes or purses (or sunglasses for that matter but that's a whole other story).
One may wonder how I could forget such a thing, well here's the deal. Since my mom's passing, some of the things that I really cared for suddenly became of less importance. I have been doing the traditional custom of wearing black for the past yr out of respect and honor for my mom and I have not really had a need let alone a want to wear/change my shoes and handbags. It started to feel somewhat pointless. Anyway, that being said as I was pulling out my shoes and bags, alot of them brought memories of my mom because it was she who bought me most of them. She knew my weakness for a nice new designer handbag and it always brought her such joy to buy me one. So I have decided, I am gonna take back that part of me that I have been neglecting for awhile. It may not seem like it, but this is a big step for me. I know that soon I will be myself again :)