Thursday, March 25, 2010

An emptiness

That hole that I have in my heart seems like it will never close. I find myself missing my mom more and more lately. Not sure if it's the Easter season, mom was very festive during this time of year, or if it's cause I know that that day is coming closer and closer to when I lost her. I wake up each day thinking that it will be good. Then those moments where I find that I'm not doing anything creep up on me and my mind starts to wander. I love to think about my mom but then the heartache begins and I begin to regret letting myself think about her. I know that this pain will always be here, I just wish that it would get easier instead of harder. If it weren't for certain people in my life, I have no idea what I'd do. This was gonna go in my private blog but I decided to post it on my public one. I feel a little better after writing this :)

37 comments:

  1. Hey RG! a heart never fully heals when u lose someone u love. All u can do is think about them and all the wonderful memories :) never regret thinkin about your mom. Its always just good to know that there are people that love you and have loved you that the memories will always be there. I hope that you always have comfort in thinkin about your mom and have people that love you around you :)

    ill always be here, a bbm away or a phone call if u ever want to talk. love ya!

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  2. i could never imagine a hole like that being filled or less painful, i wish it could be easier for you too RG, but i think its good to think of her even if it may hurt it means thatyou have beautiful memories together.

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